to lose....
Wednesday, Nov. 12, 2003 at 10:28 p.m.
helloz...today i had a furious delimma between whether to stay in debate and suffer...or quit and join sum other thing...
the bad part was that i suc at everthing...so i dno!! argh! if i quit, then i'd hafta tell cynthia that i'm quitting...cuz i'm supposed to speak in a debate nt fri!! and i can't speak...i tok rubbish...i stink...i suc! i can't do nething...i'm totall useless...even my mum thinks so...i can't do a single thing...okok...so i'm exaggerating...but still...u can check with nebody...they'll tell u that i'm juz plain talentless....except for sprinting...BUT that's another thing...cuz if i join...then i gotta train 4 so many dayz, and i'm not free!! wad the heck!! so right now, i'm trying to find a way to break my decision to my mum WITHOUT her freaking...i mean i honestly do NOT haf a thing for debate...AT ALL!!
so i'm comtemplating my moves...cuz there are only 3 times at which u can tell parents bad news...
1) when they're in a good mood
2) when they're not listening properly (eg. when they're on the phone, when they're bsy doing their wrk
3) when they're about to fall asleep
hahaz...so i've shared imp info with u ppl...newayz, had tution today, wasn't lyk ne old tution...( we p a ed o sco c )
anyway, going to sch tmr to haf flute lessons...:)i suppose that's all i can share :p buaiz!